Jonathan Pendleton

yo

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 06:11:17 GMT

i do the myspace thing

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/15542545

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 21:02:38 GMT

yeah. i kind of lost it.
no more phone calls from me

i love life

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 20:03:46 GMT

hey dont worry about me. i'll just lie to myself.
she wasnt what i wanted.
ive had better.
i'm ok all by myself
i have so much to live for.

i cant sleep in my room because of her
half my clothes smell like her.
i'll just be naked on the couch
no phone no car no friends
4 weeks till i work again
i hope i dont lose it

hey nonny jonny

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 02:10:47 GMT

last night was a night of nights.
i am a sucker
a fool
i hate me a lot of times
i need my own apartment
i dont wanna live in this house
i need a new life
damn it i do this all the time
people just arent trustworthy
i put my faith in people too easy
and im a lonely jaded fucker

time to go to a show

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 05:29:47 GMT

ive smoked all the brains from my head and it feels - kinda, well, umm, what was i talking about?

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 04:38:16 GMT

girls need to make up thier minds.
i aint gettin hurt

i am smarter than the average human

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:44:39 GMT

i dont exist again. i love it.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 02:05:21 GMT

damn it. i exist again.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:23:14 GMT

yeah my band is over, cuz i'm starting a new project.
converge was good and i felt good

i just smoke and sleep and exist.
oh, i tipped someone 40 dollars today
i felt good and it was special
good
good
good

i am at home and that is good
i gave my dog a bath and that is good
i make money and that is good
i like grass - kids - and that is good.
greyhound bus no good
im flying to seattle from now on
and like every weekend cuz i got more money than i know what to do with and that is good
i found out i am a good golfer and i won 100 dollar gift cetificate to Clinkerdaggers so that is good
girls have cootees
girls smell good
girls are good
i am good
i play guitar and that feels good
i bang them drums cuz them are good
good
i sing songs cuz they are good
yup

oh buddy

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 14:38:25 GMT

so i am nowhere to be found cuz i work too much. i am however about to go get on a bus and go see converge. so haha. be back in time to go to pullman and work again. ill get a cell phone soon and then ill live again. i should write in this more.

thanks people

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 03:08:21 GMT

im home now. sorry kids i get lonely out of town. lets party! party my house call 218-2885 maybe.

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 03:29:02 GMT

jon here. you care why?

give me your aim name

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 05:19:40 GMT

i got a dog today from the humane society and her name is Brandy. i am a hero because i saved a dog. give me candycanes and a bowling trophy.

yeah

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 00:57:37 GMT

im back from working out of town and my house is boring cuz no one is here. my cell phone got shut off cuz i was supposed to pay it. my house has still not recovered from matt bogue's birthday. i know every song on the radio.blah blah fuckin blah...
someone shoot me or kiss me or do somethin.

i need to stop thinking so damn fast. where's a distraction when i need one?

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 03:46:12 GMT

today i was proud of myself.

derrick's dad drove me home from work and i invited him to hang out for a bit and he did. i felt good about myself and my home and what ive achieved i guess. i realized he at least notices that i have my shit together and i for once didn't feel like i hadnt made anything of myself. its hard for me to believe i am who i am a lot of times. i feel like i got swapped into this body and i was supposed to be someone else.

im a total geek, but i enjoy it very much. im not as bold as one might assume. theres a lot of things in life that i cant do because im not mature enough to handle them. i guess i feel ready for something new. once a person realizes where they are, its already time to move on.

strangely i made some good decisions.

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 23:34:06 GMT

i exist again.

Sat, 15 May 2004 19:07:48 GMT

this money burns in my pocket. cant i take a girl to dinner or buy some shirts or something.
today i'm going to a memorial service for my mom's dad. i guess that makes him my grandpa, but i never knew him. he hasnt been married to my grandma for years and years, so he lived kinda out of the picture in his later years. i maybe met the guy once or twice. hmmm. things are weird.
i live on a fine line between life and death this week.
all week ive been working in the OB section of Valley hospital. i was in the ceiling above a womans room when her water broke. kinda strange.
theres a baby girl that has to stay for about a week to get some medicine and stuff. it would suck to have a baby and not be able to take it home for a week. this baby girl has so much frickin hair. she was born with like a inch and a half of dark hair already. its really cute.

i need female company soon. im such a sucker for the fairer gender. i just get bored hangin with the guys. drinking can be real dumb sometimes. thats why i dont do it much anymore. i'm rambling. i need some friends.

i'll go listen to more classic country.

Thu, 13 May 2004 00:35:55 GMT

so yeah. life is life.
my band makes me happy and patching up old wounds does too.

i went for ice cream with my ex girlfriend jessie and that was a good experience. havent talked to her in like two years. she seems willing to be my friend and has grown up so much. she used to hate her sister and now they love each other. her dog chinsy is all grown up and is still so cute. makes me miss my dog so much.

i'm feeling more my age everyday. im all planning for my future now and its really funny to me. im gonna build my own house and have my own studio and crap. i can actually decide to do things like that with my job paying me this well. to bad for the fuckers who drop off along life's way. you get nothing. funny how i would have done so much for some people and they dont care. oh well. i made a real good ass of myself at hatebreed and am just now recovering. that was a good show. everyone knows unearth is better. gives me hope for my band. well, thanks livejournal for letting me talk to myself. later.

Sun, 09 May 2004 16:35:31 GMT

i'm up early and i'm going to church with my mom cuz its mothers day and i'm a good boy who loves his mom. i'm wearing my trucker hat, cop glasses and pokemon shirt to church. im already thinking about eating at a restaurant. mmm...

hatebreed is tonight and it will be fun. nothing better than a big dance pit on a sunday night. lets get trendy. represent.

Sun, 09 May 2004 07:29:10 GMT

never been this far before
two more years could be just another lifetime
live this through again
all the summers blend together
can i put my feet up for a minute
can i lean on a new friend
this trust i try so hard to gather and so hard to give away
tied to a face i cant remember
every look back into the mirror is another reminder
how far we can go without a fresh breath
rest a minute by the roadside
rest for a little longer
lets walk home to a new house and wait for winter
cold nights warm hearts
weather these storms with me

Sat, 08 May 2004 05:05:29 GMT

party my house. 646 S Arthur come over and drink. amen

we rock harder than you ever knew

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:27:27 GMT

i'm wearin' a Pokemon shirt to see Unearth and Hatebreed. I'm killing everyone.

We Vatos man, we kill cobras.

trust no one

Thu, 06 May 2004 02:47:03 GMT

ok im back from montana and i probly made $1500 in the last 10 days. good for me. you get none. everyone is a bunch of whores and i'm beating up everyone. i got boots and a new trucker hat and a bigger dick than everybody, so watch out. ive been working 12 hour days where it's hotter than two cats fuckin in a wool sock. i think i lost 10 to 15 pounds. i'm becoming a chiseled roman god/blue-collar cowboy.

ties that bind is about to be unleashed as the metal killing beast/machine that it is.

i talked to my ex girlfriend jessie and probly will hang out with her soon. i'm stoked. i even bought her a pirate kite at a truck stop in montana.

ian call me. bjorkman call me.

everyone else can eat poop off my abs of steel.
i gonna roll up a hogleg, later.

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 02:39:23 GMT

i work with tools and i wear a hard hat and i get all dirty and i feel so damn sexy. working on a construction site makes you so much man i can hardly stand it. it feels weird to be responsible for equipment in operating rooms and stuff. watching a hospital get built is kinda cool. next week i go to Great Falls Montana for 10 days and install nurse calls and intercoms and crap for a hospital there. how important is that?

did anyone like our band 'ties that bind'?
we fucked up our last song, sorry.
thanks to anyone who came to the 4/20 show.
its nice to see kids dancin to our stuff. props to the metal kid up front. i love it when people haedbang to my shit.
i got lots of nice comments from people and so now i feel less stupid about my band. someone told me that the inlander says we are playing somewhere tommorrow, but i'm not sure where or with who? thats funny. anyone wanna book us?

hey ian what day was that folly show?

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 21:02:59 GMT

so yeah. now i gots a new job. working at EVCO sound with derrick. i install sound equipment in schools, churches, hospitals, nursing homes, and shite like that. i get more money and better hours so be proud of me. im trying not to go crazy as i work the last few days at my old job. money will be nice to have.

got the big 4/20 show coming up here on tuesday. i know a shit ton of people that are going. so you should go if you werent planning on it yet. i hear that 4/20 is some sort of drug users holiday so bring lots of drugs i guess. haha

rob doesnt reply to me. damn it rob. i know you know things. i will get them out of you. HAHAHAHAHHA. seriously

all who need my cell # it is 218-2885.

eric miami you need to call me so we can go to the detour before that show and fix thier sound equipment. i will make it rock.

i must go now and buy tools and work boots and feel all manly and shite.